First i want to apologize for taking your picture without permission.
I don’t know if any of you knew this man in the photo above. Well, i do. And i feel like posting him here. Something i wanna tell, also it was my original plan to post the men people in my past that i once loved and tell the story of us.
..He’s the sweetest.
But he has a problem with his emotions, i think. He always run away and disappear like a bubble, then comeback quickly like nothing happened. And i didn’t bother to ask him why he’s acting like that because i have this feeling of not being in the right position to do so..
Then one moment, he disappear again. After a while as i expected he cameback and i was there to welcome him! It feels like i’m alive double up!.. For how many months, that was the only time i felt it again, that strange heartbeat. That excitement of everynight talk inside the cyberworld.
He always reminding me of how beautiful i am. How thoughtful and sweet i am. How i’m being captured by my own smile. I can’t think of any. He seems so perfect to me. A handsome, smart, very good man. A very loving son and ‘tito’ to his cute ‘pamangkins’. A very good friend as well. And you know, this kind of magical feeling must definetly turn into something special. And it did!
November 16. But that was it. It only takes a matter of minutes to realize that my guy is a perfect one, that i’m not the only girl that can fall inlove with him. And so it happens. The things are getting complicated as it goes. The relationship are pretty messed up. He can’t resist the tempetation of complimenting girls the way he used on me. I was stupid not knowing that he’s a normal guy with sweet tongue. I love him. Yes, i love him..
He broke up with me. I beg him. But he insist. And before i knew, he’s gone again. But this time, for good. After like two or three months, he is there again. The last thing iknow, he is now happy with his girlfriend. A very beautiful lady.
This guy I only knew by his second and last name. I never expecting him to have a first name. I know his birthday and i know where he lives but thats all. Then after two years, i was shocked spotting him on twitter, thanks to this celebrity that retweeted his tweet. He is actively gnarling again on the world where we met. I tweet him, but get no response at all.
I do understand. We did/decide things very quickly. We allowed our emotions to take over into the situation. And at the end, all we got was a heartache, alittle heart attack from our raw and innocent relationship.
I was glad i met a guy like him. He surely is the one i can never forget. Oh! He have a tumblr too! So, if he has a chance to see this, sorry for being so immature and clingy. I know it’s my fault why we ended up like that. Geez, let’s just forget about that and move on. Thank you! :)))
Dami ko pang sinabi. Ex ko ‘to. Nakilala ko lang sa facebook. Ang gwapo nya kasi, kaya naattract ako agad agad, pero totoo medyo nabaliw baliw ako dito e. Ang sweet kase neto, nakakainis. Sa sobrang tamis, parting sinusundan ng mga langgam, ayun. Hahaha! Anyways, nito nga lang nagulat ako na nagti-twitter pala s’ya. Akala siguro ng ‘sanglibong followers nya, Koryano s’ya. Hi Bry! Sana kilala mo pa ako!